somehow, sleeping apart from my number 1 just feels different. altho he is just a room away, it just breaks my heart that he has to sacrifice sleeping with mummy and daddy just so he can have a peaceful night away from his lil bro.
I wonder if it breaks his heart too......
i was almost quite sure, all boys alike arent as loving and sweet as a lil daughter would be. i almost can imagine how a daughter would shower hugs and kisses every night and how she would tell me she loves me everynight before she goes to bed. she would be like mummy and daddy, with no qualms of a quick peck or a big hug when we felt like it.
but little did i expect, lo and behold, my lil boy is just as sweet if not super sweet. one of the first things he learnt to do was to do the flying kiss thingy. and he does it like an expert now. he is in the phase now where he plants kisses and gives big hugs when you least expects it. when i frown at him for being naughty, he will just start planting kisses . not just my face but he will aim at my lips. super cute. and he melts daddy's heart by running up to him to give him a big hug each time he gets back from work.
just tonight, while i was lying next to him putting him to sleep, he planted one huge kiss on my lips before putting his arms around my neck. he did this by inching himself towards me. everytime i felt that he was asleep i would inch away only to have him stir slightly to tighten his grip around my neck. my heart just melted. so we did the inch away , grab tighter thingy for a good ten minutes before he finally fell into a deep sleep. was i complaining? not one bit. i spent every second just thinking how sweet and loving my son has become. he is going to be just like daddy. one hell of a heartbreaker.....
my baby is almost hitting the 16mth mark! technically speaking i have been a mummy for 16+9mths already. its been an incredible journey and im looking forward to every minute spent with my baby!
'to the world you may be one person,
but to one person, you may be everything'
Merry xmas, 2009 has been a blast!
im going to give this blog a brand new lease of life... and as with whats already happening to my life... this blog will be almost always about Cristian and just a wee bit about me ...
IM BACK!!
its been a while.....its been one hell of a roller coaster ride (exciting to be exact) with new milestones. I would have never imagined i would love another as much as i do now ... the other being hubz of coz) :)
I feel so blessed to have a wonderful husband , supportive family, wonderful godmas and godpas and (i cant imagine i would say this) a great helper ... last but not least ... to have someone who loves me unconditionally as i do him.
Thank you for the blessings
Lord I’m asking for Your help To raise my newborn son, give me strength and guide me cause I know that You’re the one. That sent this angel to me, a little heaven here on earth, for now I know my place in life… I’m no longer who comes first. Once I had no answer as to why it is I’m here, but when I looked into my baby’s eyes…. it all became so clear. This little bit of heaven owns me, heart and soul and it’s You that sent him to me, a greater love I’ll never know. So take these rugged hands of mine, help me to understand, just what it is I need to do to raise this little man. Help me build a boy that knows it’s You that holds the key, to all that heaven holds for us. Show him Your love through me.
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1. He’s sitting in front of the TV, what is on the screen?
Depends.... Sports mostly. Then Bikes. Then Tattoos
2. You’re out to eat; what kind of dressing does he get on his salad?
What Dressing?! He doesnt even eat vege
3. What’s one food he doesn’t like?
western food..only because i keep asking for it
4. You go out to the bar. What does he order?
jug of beer
5. Where did he go to high school?
shit. i forgot
6. What size shoe does he wear?
8-9
7. If he was to collect anything, what would it be?
bike magazines
8. What is his favorite type of sandwich?
he hates any type
9. What would this person eat every day if he could?
has no food peeves... but my guess char siew/ chicken rice
10. What is his favourite cereal?
so not into cereals
11. What would he never wear?
chelsea jersey
12. What is his favourite sports team?
Man U
13. Who will he vote for?
obama?
14. Who is his best friend?
me!
15. What is something you do that he wishes you wouldn’t do?
mess up his cupboard with my clothes
16. How many cities/countries has he lived in?
Singapore.
17. What is his heritage?
Hokkien
18. You bake him a cake for his birthday; what kind of cake?
chocolate . but i will buy it
19. Did he play sports in high school?
bball/badminton/soccer/netball as he claims hehe
20. What could he spend hours doing?
PS3
confinement aint so bad.... aside from recovery of the bottom, erratic bowel movements,interrupted sleep, etc etc ... im loving every moment of it .. only because im spending it with the loves of my life ............
1. Name one person who made you laugh last night?
as usual .. my farnie husband
2. What were you doing at 0800?
driving to work
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
surfing aimlessly
4. What happened to you in 2006?
got married... cant remember any other significant events
5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
yeah right ....
6. How many beverages did you have today?
1 carton Peel Fresh Orange; 1 bottle of water chestnut ; 1 cup coke ; 1 cup orange punch ; 3 glasses of water
7. What color is your hairbrush?
wat brush ....
8. What was the last thing you paid for?
some milk bags i purchased online
9. Where were you last night?
at home watching olympics
10. What color is your front door?
Brown.
11. Where do you keep your change?
its strewn all over in hand bag
12. What’s the weather like today?
sux
13. What’s the best ice-cream flavor?
strawberry
14. What excites you?
my two boys .....
15. Do you want to cut your hair?
just cut after a long ten years?
16. Are you over the age of 25?
slightly ....
17. Do you talk a lot?
when i feel like it
18. Do you watch the O.C.?
used to
19. Do you know anyone named Steven?
a couple...
20. Do you make up your own words?
when i feel smart ... yes
21. Are you a jealous person?
depends
22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’.
anthony
23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’.
Kelvin
24. Who’s the first person on your received call list?
Dar?
25. What does the last text message you received say?
ok ... see ya in a while muacks
26. Do you chew on your straw?
always
27. Do you have curly hair?
yeah like perpetual
28. Where’s the next place you’re going to?
toilet .... haha
29. Who’s the rudest person in your life?
er... cant say ... she reads my blogs but she has got better over the years
30. What was the last thing you ate?
eclipse mint
31. Will you get married in the future?
er... not again i suppose
32. What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?
The Dark Knight
33. Is there anyone you like right now?
yeah ..... my colleagues
34. When was the last time you did the dishes?
cant remember
35. Are you currently depressed?
a little ... i need to pop soon
36. Did you cry today?
nah ... it takes alot for me to cry
37. Why did you answer and post this?
nothing to do
38. Tag 7 people who would do this survey.
er ... no frenz to tag
we are almost there! this would prob be the longest one month ever. we are more anxious than the time it was one month to the wedding.
i cant wait to pop. i cant sleep .i cant eat well. i cant walk for long. i cant sit for long. i can bend down to pick things up. i cant see my own toes. i just cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but all is well and good with Cristian. i cant wait to see him.
and then i will have two boys to take care of ...... Blissssssssssss
